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This country never stops giving me surprising story. After a wow story about my m-drive, recently I just got another one.

Emptiness

I recently happen to come across an illuminating thought

"It was not the feeling of completeness I so needed, just the feeling of not being empty" - Foer, JS

somehow it sounds decently correct to me. well. completeness. what is it about?

I believe there are lots of meaning behind. people can even sense the completeness from many different angles one to another. so that to some extent I agree with Foer, we might actually not need the completeness but just the feeling of not being empty.

Some people luckily gets a chance n jacked up their knowledge, gain more insights by pursuing the degree abroad in more advance institutions. Hope to get the best available sciences. But then everything turns out to be disaster when you did not prepare yourself to fit in the highly demanding and pressure-full system of this what-so-called advance institutions. Last Wednesday, a student committed suicide in my apartment. He comes from a least developed country. He jumped over the guardrail of the 5th floor. Seems that life is too hard for him and he came to the conclusion that he'd be better to just leave his life. Life is about chasing up the completeness. But I bet you'd never found it though. All you need is just the feeling of not being empty. From my two cents, I must say enjoy your life, do not take anything too seriously. Fill up yourself. Do not let the emptiness kill you, but do not be frustrated when you can't get the completeness.

He's just passed away anyway. Our deepest sympathies are with his family and friends. Hope he RIP.

Inevitable Fall

I know we're welcoming spring in the next couple of weeks (or even days)

I hope it does not bother to see this post anyway :p

The tree starts to shed its green lush foliage

Let them fall

Scattered on the walking path

Mirrored by the still sky...

Nothing more than just another circle of life

No other explanation just an inevitable fall

Bukan Curhat

Nothing more that I am longing for but a long-sound-dreamless-perfect sleep

Student in the other courses might also have the same thing to grumble about

To me personally, period 4 is rather too short for any courses aimed to tailor some basic knowledge+diverse practical things+state of the art crop science researches just like my course now.

Loads of thing to do

*pheww*

Simbiosis yg (tidak) mutualisme :p

Hihihi, bang my head, I suddenly feel so bad when I fetched some pics of our trip to Italy+Spain from Sacha. We had an untold agreement in taking pics during the trip. I took his pic and he did the other way around. he took some good pics of me

Lagu (tidak) baru saya

not a hot song, nor a top hit in recent charts

but somehow this has been my good company for at least one week

even might not a good song for some people w/ high taste to music, in fact easy

but not too bad to fill up my day

Empty Space

warm sunlight

perfect

tropical summer comes in the middle of winter

but nothing more than a shadow left behind the empty chair

stand still, next to the table......

(another) winter trip

owryt, where should I start..

last fri nite I was just arrived from a short trip to italy and spain

italy trip was initially planned to see a friend from US who's gonna join a marathon race in rome

but then I realized that the race - which is on 20 March - is unfortunately in the middle of my period 4 courses. Looks impossible for me to leave wageningen during that time.

so then I slightly change the plan, do the trip earlier then probably will lose the chance to see the race by doing so

Soooo sorry Andrea :'(